I recently went and visited a really old friend of mine, we always used to like each other but nothing ever happened of it because of the distance and we were too young. So we started talking again after not talking for a few years and within only a few days as-well as a fucked up situation I was on a flight to go visit her for the week.
Everything was going great, amazing even then before I know it everything turns to shit and I’m really miserable how us having sex and the thought of a relationship actually ruined one of my very few friendships with people from my teen years.
I miss her and our friendship.
I’m also so tired of girls telling me how stupidly sweet, amazing and such a great guy I am and that I’ll find the right girl for me that’ll treat me well and make me happy.